~ ~ I just have to say ~ ~

I am so grateful for my family. They are so generous to us. I am very thankful to my Aunt Dana, for her opening her home to us and letting us stay here. I know if it wasn't for our family here we'd be lost. We've got my brothers a few minutes away , Ashley a few minutes away and even Andy's Uncle Mike lives right down the road. I feel out of place here in Utah which is wierd for me to say because this was my home for 15+ years. I think maybe because we don't have a routine yet. Emily doesn't have a pre-school and I don't have a set schedule for my workouts yet. I feel like all we do is hangout. I am constantly looking for a job but I have to figure out what to do with Emily first. I'm finding out also that we were very lucky to have such an awesome pre-k in LA. There is nothing here that is that cheap. We paid 42 a month there and here the cheapest I have found is 75 and thats for only 3 days a week. I get so overwhelmed by trying to figure out things in my head that I feel so helpless.
Now the snow is not helping things either. We have been pretty much snowed in 2 times now and I go stir crazy staying home all day .
I am so thankful for my parents and their constant support. I can't imagine where I would be if I didn't have the peace in my heart knowing they will always be there for me . I know I am truly blessed to have the family I have.